12.15.2009

It snowed before Thanksgiving, and the rain fell gently on our feast day
but after that, the ground grew dry as bones,
the thermometer registering merely single numbers.

Yesterday, we awoke to sunshine on the mountains,
a light jacket of snow covering the streets and buildings like white dust.

This morning, before sunrise, I opened the blinds to silence,
the quiet that comes only from inches of snow in our driveway, on our cars, plowed from the roads.
I am triple-layering everything, pulling on snow boots and heating thermoses of coffee and tea,
falling into bed long before midnight,
baking bread and granola and unfreezing large jars of applesauce,
reaping from what we chose to preserve.

"To be trustworthy in winter," as Darrelle says.
Well, I have already shoveled the driveway, the front steps, the mail carrier's route,
rolled collected pinecones in golden glitter to hang on yarn,
sawed down a fir tree from the woods on my parents' property.

And there is no telling, no, there is no telling,
just how long these months will feel in our bodies.

My bottom lip will split for many more dry days
my gloved hands beg lotion
my solitary existence want for companionship.

but for the reading of David James Duncan (and his most colorful words!)
the games of Speed Scrabble and Pinochle,
the bundled babes huddled in this market co-op,
the cedar boughs and late-night letters,
the pine and myrrh candles,

we will survive. And we will thrive.

7 comments:

Peter said...

so evocative!

also, there's speed scrabble online... if you're snowed in...

kathryn said...

you breathe poetry, cari base.

Jenelle said...

you amaze me. maybe you should submit some of this stuff, Care.

Unknown said...

I just got to catch up on your blog and it just lets my spirit rest for a bit.

I love you and your words and your images and your wisdom. You are so wise. And you are, you would be, you beam trustworthiness. Someday I would like to shovel your drive way for you. Maybe it will be both of our driveway(s). : )

It is just ohsocold here in Germany.

I love the applesauce.

All will be well.

pearl said...

Peter, are you blogging somewhere?

pearl said...

Peter, are you blogging somewhere?

Peter said...

Hi Sifluralin - thanks so much for asking - I do have a blog, however, it's more professional than personal - and sadly lacks the poetic quality of your words ;)